Last night I started a post about the masks we wear and different roles we play. I was talking about my middle school drama teacher telling me that if I wanted to pursue it, I had talent. If she only knew...
Tonight I feel numb. Truth is, I have felt that way a lot lately. I am very matter of fact and have been described as cold, detached. Really what it is, it responding without emotion. There have been a few times where it would have been totally appropriate to cry, where I'd even wanted to...and it's as though a switch is flipped, and nothing. Now, I know what you are thinking...fear. I know, I get it.
I said I no longer have expectations.
What do I want?
I need to come up with specifics.
Where to start?
How do you quantify emotion? Respect. Equality
Tables have turned? This I have heard more than once.
I've shut down. Tired and emotionally drained. I need a vacation from my life.
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