I like walking in the rain. It allows me to practice mindfulness. Right now I am thinking about expectations, ideals--I've been told that mine are too high. That what I am looking for isn't realistic.
Perhaps.
But does that mean I should stop asking for these things? Feels like settling. I don't know if I am ready to do that. These are the same things I expect of myself, granted I am not always perfect either...but they are things I strive for.
I am working toward nonjudgment and acceptance. Not "stringing along until something better comes along". And there has been progress.
More later.
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