I am in a good place. Despite the events of the last month, I am okay. There has been something of a roller coaster of emotion, but fortunately I have some amazing people around me as support. I have learned a lot about people and myself--hidden strengths as well as true character of others. There are moments when I think to myself..."I never thought I'd be here" or then again, "should have known this would happen". Yet, I still feel grounded enough in my decisions to have little regret.

I am being purposeful in staying connected. It would be too easy to withdraw. And I know if I did that, the fortress that would surround me at my core would be nearly impenetrable. This is not acceptable. For the most part though, even the urge to do that is less frequent than I would have imagined. I think due, in part, to the work I have done but also the quality of people I have around me.

Granted, there are certainly times where the ego gets the better of me--running with my fears of rejection, abandonment, etc but it is during those times where I truly have to practice what I preach.

More later...finally tired.
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